Hi there earthlings, Assalamualaikum?
Its been a while HUH? Its already a year my father had passed away (2/2/2013) still counting. I missed him a lot. I did so many sins to him. I didnt get the chance to be with him for along time. I know Allah love him more than i do. I love my parents more than anything in the world.
Other than that, im waiting for my result. While waiting i didnt work at all. Some people dont want me to work i guess. I dont care. But i do need money though. I hope my result came out with "Alhamdullilah" wish my batch a good luck.
By any chance, did i get fat? Im feeling pretty overweight, i mean not that much weight but still i gain weight. Arghh! Im getting fat. Need to work out! But my budds busy. Im alone. Yeah a loner. But once my budds aren't busy im going to do a lot of stuff with them. How i miss them'all. God! How times fly so fast! Im eighteen! I cant believe it.


I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.


Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.
I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close.
This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.






Hi and Assalamualaikum ......
Dah lama tak update blog ni , aku ingat internet tade rupanyaa wayar tak pasang -.- alaaaa sengal . Ehh tengok laa gmbar kat bawah ni dulu :D
Teka siapa ? Hareena Ary laaa siapa lagi , gmbar kat atas ni awesome kan ? Tengok laa siapa yang tangkap :P Hahahaha .  Disebabkan aku taktahu pape , dorang plan nak kenekan Hareena , bawak dia belakang villa . Boom ! tepung + telur semua baling kat dia . Dia kata dia tak pernah kene smbut birthday dia baling tepung sampai macam tu sekali  walaupun banyak dugaan yang harus dihadapi tapi still hari 2/5 hari yang "Gempak" buat dia. Untunglaaa . Haisss kene gantung laa pulak -.- Abah datang sekolah cepat ! k bai .



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